I don’t understand…

I really don’t understand you at all. We used to be so close to each other. I honestly didn’t know why you stopped talking to me out of no where…and then I see you’re in a relationship with this girl?! tf nigga. Then you ask me why I don’t talk to you anymore, well you should know that. I’ve known you for 4 years now and we started “talking” after a year since I met you. You and I have like this special relationship that I have with no one else. like I could tell you everything and you would take the time to listen. When I saw you were in a relationship with this girl, I was like wtf is going on? You never said anything to me and I thought we were in a relationship together but not official. Now you’re just gonna come back to me and start talking to me like nothing happened? No, It doesn’t work that way. Just recently you told me you felt like I’m drifting away from you and I told you I’m not. Knowing that you have a girlfriend and how she’s so much closer to you than I am and you getting to see her whenever you want to just makes me talk to you less. I don’t want to feel like some home wrecker tryna ruin your relationship with her even though I’m not really doing anything because I’m not that type of person to do something like that. Then you recently said I love you to me and called me baby and stuff…please don’t tell me that anymore. You should be telling your girlfriend those things. I want to ask you how you and your girlfriend is doing but I feel like when I ask you, you’re not going to say anything. Ugh i’m just not gonna say anything. Whatever.